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kemana ye? where im supposed to go? with whom? doing what? is that will be fun? amaze me? i think, i dont really take time to answer. quite easy for me this year to fill it all up. where abouts im not in a dilemma between spending new year with family or friends. cos theres no party and sleepover with budds this year! pretty fun actually, but i'd really like to spend it with my whole family. even not just four of us that will celebrating our new year eve tonight. we have been invited to dad friends barbecue party. sounds fun! hope you all doing great and also wish you a happy new year :p x

Oke gw lagi suka kata2 ituuu. napa yak? dulu pake gigi lo monyong. hold on, kenapa semuanya harus pake kata2 gigi? tanya kenapa. kenapa tanya. halah. Demen kali ye gw sama gigi. ampe gigi gw di pager2 gini. lo kira istana presiden.. asdfghjkl Ngomong2 soal gigi, hari ini gw diseret secara paksa ke kantor babeh gw, buat kontrol gigi. well that part just annoyed me much. Yang pertama, kontrol gigi gw kali ini bukan ganti karet doang, tp sekalian ngebor gigi gw. bukan ngebor inul-.- diasah gitu gigi gw. yeee kasian amat lu gi. Yang kedua, sebelom di bor gusi gw dibius, disuntik. bagian kanan ama kiri atas. biar ga sakit pas dibor, katanya ngilu ngilu gimance getoh kalo ga disuntik. ya apakataludah dok. hail babeh-.- Abis balik dari kantor, kebas2 deh nih bibir. kaya orang sumbing loh *sok tau bet kaya pernah sumbing aja dah. Oke blogski, mo lanjut csi:ny. cao

what should i say? well just about present i think. many kind of odds, problems, things to do and need to be reached. even miracles. like it all comes down to one bowl. you can say, year. for godsake, its really painted those white papers with lots of color. such as rainbow. and its abstractness made this year a bit different than the others. no i mean totally. im not a kind of person that easily quit from problems and even kicking the probs outta my mind. even those which i called probs doesnt really came from my deepest conditions. im not planning to solve it all. coz im just not searching for them. but they knocked my door themselves. and its absolutely bother me. what else can i do then? easy, just solve them. face it. and i finally know, its just completely uneasy. well i said miracles. on the other hand, miracles are really appear in front of this innocent face. yaah some kind of medicine-wannabe. but its worked. he is here! he has been very responsive. people may say it just a b

Bleeeeh 1 and half hour gym today makes my head spin round the room. Quite boring, and interesting. Compare that. I went there with my mom and sis. just two of em. while dad is going to his office on this saturday. once again, on saturday. yea its just like always. cause dad also going on sunday. isnt that COOL? so dont be baffle if you used to saw just 3 of us walking around this world. lol. ohhhh out of topic. its one of my fuckin habbit. Oyea we met the santa-clause poser at the gym. Haha sorry to call you poser, actually hes not. He's just a silly, lovely and most humorous person ive ever seen on earth. I just met him on bistari's lift. And we just realized that we're living on the same level. He was going to Beijing at that time. And im sick with that. really want it-.- He gave the speech and scholarship. He works for United Nations. Uhm, impressive. Well and hes a santa look a like! I'll rather going to ask him to wear santa suit costumes. As i told you that he&#

Oh no oh nooo. ga nyangka ya. hehehe i finally know the truth. and completely okay with that. im awfully well for the things going on. see? im smiling widely. SEEE? Thanks. aduh lupa postingan yg ini niatnya ga pake bahasa planet dulu gw. malesss. too lazy to do anything. postingan ini juga rada ga jelas. heheh. maklum sih. aduh aaaaa jadi ga jelas gitu gw. sheet. Okeee alhamdulillah ulum gw ga ada yg remed. Loh eh pd banget lo sha. Nilai sejarah blm dibagiin juga. hahhahaa. ya mudah2an ga remed laahh. amien. amieeeen. amien woi! *elah maksa bet ni orang* (Update: Ga ada remed) Udahan dulu gw ah. Ga ada yg menarik hari ini. Cabs mau nonton punk in love dulu *untuk yg ke 3 kalinya*. Oya ntar kalo udah dapet nile sejarah gw update lg. nyenyeeeh (baca: dadaaah)

I have been listening to this song, and its constantly been in my head. haha :P I think of awhile ago. I was so stupid then. You needed time to grow. But now just as things change. As well my feelings do. In time things rearrange. I am so sick of chasing you. But what do I get 'cause I just seem to lose. You make me regret those times I spent with you. And playing those games as I wait for your call. And now I give up, so goodbye and so long. It's not a change of pace. This time I'll get it right. It's not a change of taste. I was the one there last night. You have your other friends. They were there when you cried. Didn't mean to hurt you then. Best friends just won't leave your side. When I needed you most. When I needed a friend. You let me down now. Like I let you down then So sorry, it's over!

This is the best part of being a student. YAY MAN exams just ended today! Even though i nearly got heart attack for kimia haha :P They were stressful. very. but its all over now :P Oopss all of them arent totally done yet. There still un and university writing tests that need to be done for 3 months. There is the goal, such a big test. fooohooo wish me luck guyss. going to read lots of books on holidays! rawr

lalalaaaaaa. i knew that smiling while walking on the road, when there was no silly things came up, will probably makes everybody thought like 'lol, i think she was an awkward kid'. unfortunately, thats the fact. why am i so happy? i could dance, laugh, sing all together in every second of my life. why? the worse things came to my mind, AM I CRAZY? creepy. lol this sux. all i need to do now is keep thinking what really makes me being like,i dont know how to say. well, i promise the answers wont be bad. nah, forsure already know it. haha. hopes it wont makes me pull a face. anyways gotta get going on my bahasa presentation, whole school homeworks, sleep and other human things to do. loll i think you're very interesting, yet very caring, thanks :P okay thats the point i guess xx