I reach that, and it disappear direct to the fresh air. Stolen by the irresponsible hands you morron boy lmaoffff ha ha nah its ok. but i terribly wa-nt-it
Hello Mau ngasih tau kalo gw lagi ngga di rumah nih, Austen. Di atas itu ada hasil iseng-iseng gw jepret jepret di Istanbul. Yak, saat ini gw sedang agak jauh dari rumah. Tapi bukan di Istanbul. Beberapa bulan ini gw ikut program yang sebenernya bagian dari Master program gw untuk ambil course di UK. Seru sih. Tapi ga tau kenapa ya rasanya kosong aja gitu jauh dari keluarga. Weeew, kadang baperan sih anaknya. Kalo dipikir-pikir nih ya, gw udah tinggal jauh dari keluarga sejak lulus SMA. Waktu itu gw harus tinggal di satu pulau namanya Penang (kata-kata "pulau" bikin gw terkesan terisolasi gitu ya padahal pulaunya sangat metropolitan kok jauh dari image "pulau" macam yg di mufi mufi). Jadi berhubung kampus S1 gw di situ, dan jaraknya 5 jam nyetir dari tempat ortu gw tinggal / 1 jam naik pesawat, kesimpulannya adalah gw harus menetap di situ. Bukan masalah jarak sih, tapi masalah keberanian gw dan keinginan gw untuk tinggal jauh dari rumah masih ting...
struggling over something less meaningful for my life is apparently a part i need to avoid and destroy from my to do list. i've tried to be strong and brave enough upon everything, but this tiny little cutie human being seemed to have limit of patience, *well everyone does* and i do really think mine has exceeded the boundaries. i know this rough time will soon pass, since i've previously passed bunch of hard times too though. but, is it wrong if i felt slightly incomplete? i don't seem to have a good ability to explain, but to be honest this incompleteness i felt is dreadfully troubling. as a happy daughter, this is something i shouldn't write about. i should have written any kind of posts regarding to blessedness and blissfulness. i should be grateful for having such a great great great parents, lovely sister and a happy family. i mean it. i guess its a temporary blue feelings that haunts me at the moment. anywaysss, i won't write any longer cause nobody loves sad...
Kok udah jd tradisi ya gue lupa sama hari valentine ? wekeke udah berapa taon tuh gue lupa mulu tgl 14feb itu valentine haha . ingetnya tuh pas tgl 15feb nya . pagi paginya pasti gue nyaut "buset dah kemaren valentine , lupa lagi gue haha" gapapa2. secara gue juga termasuk salah satu pihak yang kontra jadi ya gitu dah hehe ga penting itu. not in my range. udah ahhh salah satu bukti gw nulis ini tanggal 17 -_-