new spirit journal

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Hello austen.
first of all,im turning 16. YIPIIEEE!! come on, quite basi isnt it? haha sorry cos i had lots lotsss things to do in this few days, probably months. so lazy to type words. but id really love to :p
i already had the motivation camp with airborne discovery. well it was fun, they mixed the feelings up, sad happy and guiltiness. made us realize that we all are just like a simple tiny little dot. umm, cant explain more. at least ive got a new spirit!
second. i had the second try out for uan. it was totally GREAT HAHAH. nope i lied. yaa like always, try out will never be complete without our stressed-thingy. well hope gonna get a well-okay results, as good as my own ability. amin
third. im going to do the IELTS TEST while im still not preparing anything yet. mygod what am i supposed to do. 7 more days left AAH!! calm down shas. just do ur best.
Thats all. Catch up later on next post. xx

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