Hard

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Please, these all just will makes me pretend to laughs. pretend to.. everything. alles (phew its deutsch)
Lately ive been thinking, things around my life was just about the same thing over and over again. always the same problems at the same spot. why doesnt it all quickly over? its boring me. desperated cos the same probs that always burning my own head all the time. arent there any topics to solve about, except these boring things? come on, there are lots of things you can be think deepest, seriously. but why i extremely cant throw that fakin damn things far away? cos that probs was appeared and attributable just from around me. wasnt that cool enough? my nearest made my head must turning up down hundred times. 'it' is near, but actually its really far and even cant be catches. sorry, im as a teacher,nah, dreadfully couldnt explain how that 'it' looks like, i might jst express the feeling that im not into it. hope these all will solved self-winding, so it wont looks like it was our deepest willingness while substansively, yes it was. well, im pretty sure that no one can bet it right. cos its truly unbelievable. word i most said in deutsch mode is actually not typify myself. alles klar. nope, im not klar with everything, yet. hope i will make it klar. flawlessly, perfectly.

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