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struggling over something less meaningful for my life is apparently a part i need to avoid and destroy from my to do list. i've tried to be strong and brave enough upon everything, but this tiny little cutie human being seemed to have limit of patience, *well everyone does* and i do really think mine has exceeded the boundaries. i know this rough time will soon pass, since i've previously passed bunch of hard times too though. but, is it wrong if i felt slightly incomplete? i don't seem to have a good ability to explain, but to be honest this incompleteness i felt is dreadfully troubling. as a happy daughter, this is something i shouldn't write about. i should have written any kind of posts regarding to blessedness and blissfulness. i should be grateful for having such a great great great parents, lovely sister and a happy family. i mean it. i guess its a temporary blue feelings that haunts me at the moment. anywaysss, i won't write any longer cause nobody loves sad